Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Happy Merry Christmas

Altotonga, Mexico -- Hey there! I just wanna wish you all a Merry Christmas! Sorry I've been MIA lately-- Everyone's in vacation mood around here... The brain just doesn't work.

Well, I'm going to be heading to one of the teen's house-- she invited me for the Christmas Dinner which is on the 24th. And if I am correct, I think I'm staying the night...?I gotta get. Have a very Merry Christmas!!

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Gone Missing: Me

Altotonga, Mexico -- Apparently. No, not really. Just a multitude of things to do around here. Things are in a constant state of change here, but we keep focused on the goal...

Well, in the last-- however many days since I've last written-- a lot of things have happened. There's been a lot of working with the kids-- dealing with their issues and helping them work through it. One girl who wants me to disciple her, which we're starting this week. Another girl who wants to get baptized, which is really cool. So, I have to talk to the pastor about that, because she wants me as her y.p. to do that. So, we'll see! That would be a spring-time activity, since we usually do it in the river... and I prefer not to die of hypothermia.

Also, crash coursing guitar. The need has come up for a guitar player... which I'm going to do what I can, but if not, well-- we'll see what can be done. It's not my first priority, but if I can help the kids out with this, then I will.

I've also been chatting with missionaries overseas-- particularly in Japan ;)... and they recommended to me to get this thing called a JR pass-- which when bought (it's for tourists, so you have to buy it outside of Japan) you can travel as much as you want for free. Even on some bullet trains! So, I'm going to get one for one week to see some of the rest of Japan-- in particular Kyoto, which has a rich history. I'd like to get to Osaka if possible, but we'll see. I was going to ditch the idea; but as I've read in many places, Tokyo doesn't represent all of Japan-- and since it is a scouting trip... Apparently there are some places in Mexico City that sell the passes (they're about $300 for a week-- which when you consider how much it costs to travel in Japan, this is a good deal!) so I'll make my way there at the end of this month to do the necessary purchasing.

Beside Kyoto, I'll spend most of my time in Tokyo (which is Kyoto, just with the letters rearranged!)... Tokyo is ginormous and there are a few missionaries that I'd like to meet and see their work, which doesn't happen in a half-hour meeting. I'm certainly excited for this trip-- I don't know if it can be said enough.

I've been counting the days since 60-- and we're down to 38 right now. Very slowly but surely we're getting there.Well, I need to get... there are quite a few things left to do today... people to meet with...So, until later!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Gone Missing: The Sun

Altotonga, Mexico -- It's so cold! And foggy! Today, since early morning, there's been about a half-block of visibility. That's when you are actually afraid to cross the street because of the fog and not-so-smart drivers. The one time that I'm thankful for the myriad of topes (toe-pays-- speed bumps) here.(I saw the sun for about a half-hour on Saturday-- but that's the only time since the 14th).

So, what have I been up to lately? Well, last week it was mostly getting ready for the medical brigade the church was putting on. There is a couple from Perote (Pay-ro-tay) (about a half-hour from here) who does this as a ministry-- and let's just say that I was impressed-- highly impressed at their system. They have things well-thought out, planned out, and they are excellent at training volunteers who have no idea what to do. My kudos to them. Not only are they excellent at what they do, but they are very kind, patient, and loving. Very sweet people. I liked them very much.

So, basically, preparing for this meant moving everything. And by everything, I mean the 3 pool tables, 4 foosball tables (which had to be taken apart-- 2 of 'em at least), all the video games and their boxes (which are kinda what you see in arcades) the air hockey table and the ping pong table. It was a lot of work, but everyone who helped out did a good job!Saturday, unfortunately, due to a lack of good planning on the church's side, there were few results. These things normally attract at least 600+ people. And we have very, very few people. But, as I mentioned to some others, it was good practice for the next time-- the volunteers showed that they could work well together. And we had one little girl with 2nd degree burns on the bottom of her face, her neck and chest from oil. She was the first patient-- 5 or 6 years old, she had gotten burnt the night before and she came in with her parents. A very brave little girl, she didn't scream as the doctor cleaned her up, but she did cry. She was worth the whole thing. I'm mean-- she's a girl right... For girls, scars like that are very difficult. But we're praying that she won't come out with any scars at all.

By the end of that day, I was sooooo exhausted. After sleeping 3 hours, I got there at 6am, and left at 7:30pm, after a long day of going back and forth, doing this and that... of course, with so few people, it wasn't hectic all the time, but all the same, at 10:30 that night I was in bed, without any desire to get back out of it.

Yesterday I was able to sleep in on my day off, and I took a trip to another city to look for some stuff and just enjoy the day away from Altotonga. St. Louis is not a "large" city like Chicago or New York or whatever, but it's like a million times bigger than where I live. So, it was nice to go to a little bit bigger of a town (say, Rolla-size? Not entirely sure) and not work on my day off. The beautiful thing is that the whole trip was less than $40 pesos-- which now is like $3.50. The downside? The curves are terrible, and nausea was my companion.

Today I went to the store to get stuff for my Tday dinner (lunch) and I've been working a good part of the morning on Japanese. It's coming along, I just wish I had more time for it. Some of the words are a little bit hard to pronounce, but it's not too bad. I just have to say them a million times "before I can say them".

Apart from that, in not too long I need to go visit a lady that asked me to visit her (I think I know what it's about)... English class and a meeting tonight and more Japanese in the meantime. Tomorrow we get to put everything back in the Club. But while I'm baking my pie at the club (I don't have an oven at the house), I'll be cleaning the little soccer players on the foosball tables. Their insides are pretty gross, and since I have them apart anyhow, that needs to be taken care of.

This Saturday, with a change of plans, I'm speaking at the youth group. It's been like a month since I've spoken (which is weird! but they need to have the chance!) and I'll be speaking on conflict/confrontation/etc. If that gives you any idea of some of the things we've been dealing with and taking care of down here. Joy, joy!

And, just so you know, 52 days!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Yes, I am still alive

Altotonga, Mexico -- The title answers it. I feel so unconnected! My baby laptop-- the connection part for the adaptor broke and the guy has been fixing it since Monday. Actually, he thought he fixed it.Pray for my computer! I want it back! Fixed!! (Thank you) **See noteI have been lately considering the theme God has been speaking to me about-- The Sea of Impossibility. It's a cool thing God spoke to me! Want to know? Email me.Well, I need to get. I'm using my roommate's comp and now she wants it back, and well... until the next time I get to use it.Coming soon! A video-- a week in Altotonga. But, don't expect it til mid-December, late-December. But, it's in the making. Or soon will be.Have a good one!

**Like 2 minutes (or less?) after I posted this, I got a phone call from the computer guy and he said, Janine? It's the computer guy. Your computer is ready! And my face lit up. Seriously, that was really fast. This afternoon, I was expecting another 2 day wait. Thanks, God!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

MexiConference

Altotonga, Mexico -- I'm back from the WIM November/Mexico Conference. They are always good... It was really nice to talk to all the missionaries who are working in different parts of Mexico doing all kinds of different things and hear how God is moving among them. The theme for the weekend was Adapting our Ministries to New Challenges. And it seems really relevant to all of us. All the speakers were good, and this year we had discussion times after the different "classes" and that was cool. I played translator this weekend for one of the missionary wives. It was something I was asked last minute to do and I really enjoyed it so I volunteered for the rest of the weekend. I agreed on the basis that someone else would take notes for me and give me a copy afterward.

I spoke on Appreciating the Challenges during the Women's Tea. It was something that God had been speaking to me about... I used the story of Nehemiah and James 1:2-4; 1 Peter 1:3-9,12 and Psalm 103... the first few verses. I hope the ladies enjoyed it!One of the really cool things was at the end where people were getting recognized for their service. And there were people who were getting recognized for 5, 10, 20 and 25 years of service. Wow. That's incredible to me. I was recognized for finishing my training and "joined the ranks" as a Senior Missionary...I also have "someone" to thank for an anonymous card that I received... I thank you a lot, it was very much appreciated and may God bless you many times over.Today I am still recovering from the weekend... Chris asked over the weekend "Why is everyone always tired at these things?" I threw out the suggestion that it's because we're on a more "relaxed" schedule... we don't have half the responsibilities that we normally have!

I came home with the Briles-- they were kind to offer to drive me back. They brought down with them some stuff I had asked for, a few small things for the trip to Japan (those brush your teeth things-- the finger gloves kind of things) and chocolate! And also a case of rootbeer. That was very nice! The other thing was a few tubs to pack my stuff up for when I move next May. I'll send one back up there to wait for me til May in Texas. They had a lot of tubs they weren't using, so they're lending them to me until I move.

The one big thing that I love about WIM is that it is like a big family. The conferences are like family reunions. We all sit at different places during meal times and chit chat and talk about things at home in Mexico and at home in the States, what's going on, jokes, etc. We also, it seems like, network our resources. For instance, one of the guys is really interested and has studied linguistics, and so we were talking about Japanese-- so he's going to send me any stuff he finds via email. Another is really big into training Mexicans as missionaries and sending them out, and quite a few of my kids are seriously interested in doing missions. So, I'm going to try to hook them up. So, that was that. Well, I need to get. I'm still pretty tired.. but will write soon!

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

First Night

Altotonga, Mexico -- Well, what about that, eh? I've been watching all about what's going on in the States from down here. In fact, there are 2 stories tonight: a plane carrying a Gov. Secretary crashed in Mexico City and the election results in the States have been on the news since about 7pm-- they would come on announcing who had won what states! It was funny to watch it all down here.

Saturday was the kids' first night leading almost all. They took care of most responsibilities, did the announcements, the lesson, praise and worship-- everything. And they did a very good job. I was very happy to see it all. The young lady who gave the teaching-- it was her first time, but it was very good-- very visual, very to the point, true-- and captured their attention. They connected with the youth-- and that is a very important part.

Their theme for this month is Don't keep your mouth closed (sounds better in Spanish)-- Raise your Voice! And they're talking about it in different aspects each week-- evangelism, praise and worship, etc. Lately, it's a lot of giving "tools" to them in all aspects-- because there are a lot of things to consider in ministry. Yesterday I went to the doctor in another city. A girl had hugged me last week and picked me up while doing it and cracked my back several times. And since then I've had a significant amount of pain-- enough to make me take it easy but certainly not to keep me in bed. The doc checked everything and said it was a stretching of the nerve? I've never heard of that. My guess is-- she pinched a lot of nerves in my back (he pointed to like 4 or 5 sets), and somehow that affects the muscles, blah blah blah. So, no washing laundry by hand, no carrying heavy things, take it easy, take care of myself, pain meds and no being in the cold.What?!? When we told the doc I live in Altotonga (we were in another city), he just kinda paused and was like-- well, keep a lot of layers on, stay warm.

Today I was able to get a lot of stuff done... A lot of business type stuff... as well as studied Japanese, got bus tickets for Friday, took my laundry to the laundromat (where they will wash and dry it for me), visited a lady for a few minutes that I haven't seen in a while, went to the post office, taught an English class, made lunches for the week, went to a meeting where the other person forgot we were going to have a meeting (and therefore it was cancelled, so I came back home and finished up my businessy stuff, and read an article about a serious issue that it looks like I'll be dealing with with a teen.

I don't know why I just wrote all that-- it doesn't make a big difference, but it was a really productive day, especially since yesterday, I didn't do what I had planned on doing.

Tomorrow will be an equally busy day (and Thursday even more so)-- more people-oriented though, where as today was mostly a business day. Tomorrow, it's seeing people and discipleship, and leader stuff and trying to talk to that teen. Friday is the beginning of the WIM Mexico Conference. It's in Fortin de la Flores, which is about 3 hours away, but it'll end up being about 5 or so hours by bus. I'm looking forward to it-- It's a time where all of us who are working in different parts of Mexico get together, worship God, pray, and of course, learn more about the Word. This year's theme is "Adapting our Ministries to New Challenges" (or something to that effect)-- and it's incredibly relevant to all of us, and most especially to me. I was asked to speak at the Women's Tea (where we get chocolate... and American snacks that you can't get here) and I'll be speaking on Appreciating the Challenge. I might also share a little of my testimony and that. But this was a theme that I felt God wanted me to speak on and when I sat down to write it out, it developed rapidly. I really like the conferences... it's like a big family reunion, lots of catching up, hugs, and it does feel like a family. This will be my last Mexican one-- as I'll be going to the Asian ones afterward-- starting in January!

Well, I need to get... My fingers and toes are pretty cold and I'd like to do a little more reading before heading to bed...Take care all!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Summing up 23

Altotonga, Mexico -- Last Friday was my birthday and I turned 24. The day before-- Thursday--was an eventful day. I was getting ready to go to the Club for a commitment I had at 5, when my roommate came up stairs and said, Janine, come here! Something terrible has happened!

Of course, I knew this wasn't true. So I went downstairs and some people were there to throw me a surprise bday party. So I sent a message to the girl I was going to meet, and put it off for an hour.

When I got to the Club, I saw that there were some police a few store entries down, and I was later told that at 5pm, there was a guy right there murdered. So I was thankful that this last minute party thrown together was a form of protection for me and that girl. It's certainly not safe to be a witness to those types of things around here.That night a young lady walked in and she wanted to talk to me. She has some problems going on in her family and so I talked to her about Jesus, who is her real comfort, more than advice from me can help her (of course, we talked about these things) and she decided that she wanted to have a relationship with Christ. So we prayed!

For my bday, I slept in later than usual, and went about my business for the day. Some of the youth soaked me good that evening, and it was cold!Saturday we talked about purity-- the last in a series on 1 Tim. 4:12. The kids enjoyed the talk-- it was pretty straight and clear. Of course, we did some activities to make it more youth-oriented...This week the youth will starting leading and doing everything on Saturdays. It'll be cool to see how it goes!

Keep in touch!

Monday, October 20, 2008

My Day Off

Altotonga, Mexico -- In this last week a lot of things have happened. I had various meetings... the girl who cleans the building wrote me that she wouldn't be able to clean that week due to her college classes... So, I ended up doing that... as well as cleaning the chairs of the church, which the pastor was wanting to be done...I also took apart the hockey table and cleaned it, and it's working a lot better, I'd like to say. Man, it was dirty!! Also, we're starting a course on how to disciple others, so the last 2 or 3 weeks I'd been reading a lot, talking about principles, putting together all the best of the best, translating materials, etc.

On Saturday, we had a lot of kids at the meeting-- we were around 30, which is growing, since there were some things over the summer-- and some other plans of other people, which had caused some problems. So, for a while it was a bit difficult, but with a lot of work and encouragement, we have been growing. The majority of the kids going are new too!

So, there's still a lot of work ahead of us, and I'm working with the core group, since starting in November, they're going to be the ones who will be running stuff. I'll be helping them transition into this "position" or, guiding them along. Coaching, if you will. They need a lot of encouragement and prayer, if you would be thinking of them.

Last week I bought tickets for Indonesia and Japan. It was very exciting and very like-- wow-- at the same time. I've believed along the way that God was going to provide, and He's provided thus far-- though as in this too, there's still more to go.

Since buying them, I've been working a lot more on Japanese and reading more about the culture and stuff.

I'm pretty excited about this.

Today, I've got a bit of a cold that I've been working at attaining for the last few days. It's not bad, just a stopped up nose and bit of a cough. But, this Friday is also the big b-day, and so from Thursday til Saturday I may very well be pretty wet, or covered in soda, sardines or whatever. I'm hoping the kids will have mercy on me... but I'm not expecting it. :)And two weeks from Friday there's a conference in another city for the missionaries in Mexico that I'm looking forward to attending... Fun times.Well, I'm gonna get. Today's my day off and I'm gonna get some rest. It's been a long week!Newsletter coming out in the beginning of the November!

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Watermelons

Altotonga, Mexico -- My "kids" called me a watermelon this afternoon. We had gone out to a basketball court instead of having our meeting inside and it was chilly. So, as we were running around my cheeks got nice and red. So, they talked about the green and then the white line and then the red-- and said my eyes were the green, my face the white, and the reddness, well- the red.

Of course, I've also been called other kind of food here. I suppose while Japanese and maybe Asians in general use nature as comparisons, the Mexican kids here use food for comparison.

This week has been interesting-- I've spent a lot of time in counseling and ministering to kids, have made 2 trips to another city to work on a new visa, had an aquiantance ask for prices on stuff I'll be selling, made a leader upset for asking him to make a decision that leaders make, had a debate with a kid on "Does God exist" and "How was Jesus fully God and fully man", and met a lot of new people. It's just been a really interesting week-- I've been praying that God will provide more and more opportunities to minister and to help me, step by step, to prepare these kids to rise up.

This afternoon, as I mentioned, I left a sign on the door saying where we were, and then carrying sodas and a basketball and soccer ball, we went around and invited kids we knew to go play basketball and soccer with us and we had our typical meeting there after running around like crazy. We are trying new things to reach new kids and get out of the habit of being inside "four walls".

Tomorrow the leaders will meet to discuss today and make it better for next weekend (because it was pretty cool) and we'll continue discussing the transition of me stepping down and them stepping up, and have our prayer time and course on evangelism, which I have things in mind for them, HA HA HA (evil laugh there, :).

I am excited for that. Please pray for these teens-- for a lot of encouragement for them.

Also, if you would be praying for me about finances after I lost that money and-- in 2 weeks at the latest, I believe, I'll be buying my tickets for Japan!!! :) Yay!

Alright, I need to finish preparing for tomorrow!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Oh the Times

Altotonga, Mexico -- What a time here. The week right before we left for Mexico City, it was busy. I did a lot of talking to youth-- had quite a few opps to minister to kids... I also went around and told people about plans for the future (me leaving)... so, it was a busy time.

On Thursday night we left for Mexico City to go to a conference. At the very last second, we had an addition to our group-- one who I had orginally thought of asking, but who hadn't really decided to go... So, anyway, another youth offered to pay most his way, and he ended up going, and I'm glad he did.The youth were crazy excited. While we waited in a cold terminal at Perote in the bus station, I asked what they were expecting to receive from this weekend... what they expected to see God do in their lives. They had high hopes for this weekend. Then we played spoons and were a bit crazy.

We got to Mexico City about 4:40am on Friday morning. As we were getting ready to go to the bathroom there, I was looking in my bag for coins to be able to get into the bathroom. I realized that my little black bag that had all the money and everything in it was missing. I panicked. I emptied my bookbag there on the concrete floor while the youth were standing around me in a circle. I ran back to the bus and checked on there and it was all clear.

Anyway, I was trying to figure out what happened and Chris and I (who had come to Altotonga the day before for some business and was going to be speaking at the conference that we were going to) went to try to get ahold of the bus station in Perote, because I wasn't sure at what point it went missing.I realized that when I had gotten on the bus, I had stuck my bus ticket in the black pouch, which was in my bookbag. I slept with my bookbag in my lap, hugging it kind of-- but I realized that in some of the ways I was sleeping that you could have gotten into it. Anyhow, so sometime while I was sleeping, someone got into my bookbag and stole the most important thing in it--- a lot of money, my driver's license, visa, credit card... So, that was how the conference began. I was able to call and cancel those cards and get new ones. And Chris lent me sufficient money to get the kids back home and for me to eat that weekend.

The kids had an amazing time this weekend... the speakers were dynamic-- everything was just-- really good. It's the best of the best there.We stayed with a family there from the church-- and they were really nice and fed us dinner at midnight and breakfast.... Oh, gosh, we hardly slept at all... this being the one in charge thing-- wow, it's craziness. So, between Thursday and Sunday I slept like 13 hours or so, and 6 hours of that was in one night. Today we made our way back home and I talked to the kids about what was the most impacting thing, what they wanted to change when they got back home, and starting today.We got home in time to go to church and then I've come back home to rest...Tomorrow I'm going to go to the gov't offices here to see about getting a new visa-- since mine was stolen... and carrying on with stuff here....Pics to come later!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

The Breaking News

Altotonga, Mexico -- We continue through our study in 1 Timothy-- and tonight our discussion was about how we can and should be examples in our speech. Consider it for a moment.After our meeting tonight, we watched the movie-- The End of the Spear-- the kids were captivated and they really liked the movie. In all the various movies that I've collected this last month when I was back home-- in all those movies-- everyone is an ordinary person whom God uses to do incredible things. And that was my message to the kids this afternoon...I talked to the kids today to let them know that God has been leading me out-- or in other words to leave. It was something surprising for me, but that God has confirmed. And since taking that decision, a lot of doors have opened for the future.

So, what's going to happen? Well, in May of next year, I will be moving out of Altotonga, Mexico, and will be in St. Louis for a 2-3 months. After that, the plans definitely include Japan-- but right now, I'm still waiting for God to show exactly which path He wants me to take. So, I talked to the core group of kids about that tonight. I can't say they were happy about this, but it was a Joshua message. The vision still lives and they have my support and everything I can do as long as I'm still here and the pastor's support to keep moving forward. If you could pray for their encouragement during this time, I would appreciate it. After the initial shock wears off, I'm praying that they will rise up with vision, new ideas and energy. I can already see a glint of it in one teen.

So, here we go! Another adventure!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Todo, I don't think we're in Kansas anymore...

Altotonga, Mexico -- It's been a rainy week here-- and cold. We've had weather more common of November. I remember walking around in St. Louis just 2 weeks ago with t-shirts and capris, and now am dressed in a few layers and always seeing my breath! :)

Well, my first week has been an adjusting week. I've seen just about everyone again, talked, carried on and gotten used to the climate, elevation and culture again.

It certainly has been good to see all the teens again... to find out how they've been and what's been up. I've enjoyed that.

I managed to catch the inevitable cold when you do such a change to your body. I'm getting better-- yesterday was the worst of it all, and I'm sure I've gone through a role of toilet paper and another half, in these last 2 days. I've taken some meds, and as long as there's no pounding headache, I'm doing fine!We're going through a series on Saturday nights about 1 Tim. 4:12... well, 11-16. I've been trying to break up the "sameness" and change things around a little bit.

So, a lot of changes have been going on since I've been gone and since I've gotten back, both inside the church and club and without-- in the city. We have 2 new light posts, which are an absolute waste. There's really no purpose for them, and I hear rumored one other. Buildings have been painted other colors, businesses come and gone, and just all kinds of things.

Next week I take a small group to the Mexico City Conference. It's a great conference and the kids are really, really excited about it. It'll be a long journey than usual, because we don't have Chris' car anymore and have to go by bus schedules instead of creating our own. But, like most youth, they'll be just fine and will be more awake than I am.

Well, let's see... what's on the schedule for tomorrow? I need to go pay the rent and the phone bill... spend some time doing Japanese, prepare my lesson and the format for Saturday night's meeting... getting a few other errands done, and of course, the Club's schedule-- be there for about 5 hours or so.

Alright, I'm getting. I'm going to try to get some stuff done, before I crash out. Take care!Also, congrats to my friends Em and Jose who had their baby on Tuesday! Woo-hoo!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Waste No Time

Hi all, I'm back in Mex now. It's been a busy 48 hours since I've been back-- and I haven't even been back in this city for 48 hours!There's always a lot to do when getting back-- seeing everyone, stopping to chat, seeing what's new and what's happened since I've been gone, getting food in the house, etc!

So, that's what I've been doing. I've had the opportunity to stop and have some good talks with some girls-- which is good!

I've also been getting info together for the conference that we're going to in 2 weeks! It'll be my first time taking kids out of the city for a weekend, by myself. I don't think it'll be too much of a big deal!And, the Mormon people are back, trying to talk to me about the club and that kind of stuff. One is the same from before, and they transfered in a new one to replace the other one that was there. So, all in all, it's been an eventful less-than-48-hours back. Will keep ya'll posted!

Monday, August 11, 2008

Interim Post

Hey there, I know, it's been forever since I've written... I'm currently in Albuquerque, NM, visiting Pastors Joel and Rose... It's been nice, very nice. We've done some working (not too hard at all), some playing with Pastor Ben's girls who are out here too, and just spending time together. I'm going to keep this short, I'm just waiting on them to get back before we head out. Pastor Joel was so nice to let me use his computer. I wanted to stop in and say something while I'm waiting.I'm looking forward to seeing all you people in stl next weekend! And if you haven't seen it or read it, but if you're interested in supporting me on the field, you're invited to come to an ice cream social on the 23rd. I believe they'll be making announcements about that on the site and at church and in the bulletin, so no point in writing it here!Well, I hope you're well and enjoying the summer heat. It's not too bad here in NM, as far as heat goes. Alright, well, I need to get. Will be seeing ya'll!

Monday, July 28, 2008

Oh Happy Days

Altotonga, Mexico -- I'm very content at this moment. I've been working on getting information from an organization Dimension Juvenil for a conference in September. They just released information last week, I believe about the conference. And as I return about 2.5 weeks before the conference, I really needed to get everything taken care of beforehand.

It's actually a wonderful conference for youth pastors and leaders who are youth. There are a lot of dynamic speakers, it's very practical and Word-deep. And of course, you throw in a couple of singers/bands and you have an excellent conference. And the theme this year is Convictions + Passion = Destiny. Umm... exactly what I've been teaching!

So, I was really concerned because the inscriptions are $25, and bus tickets are $40, more or less. Plus food. Chris had talked to Abel Lopez (founder) about lodging (we've stayed at hotels in the past), and he hadn't received an answer yet. The addition of hotel costs (for 2 nights) really had me like Ahh!! SO, today I got a response to my email that there is lodging still available in the congregation's homes. YAY!!!! This means a huge cut in the costs, plus I've found a few ways to make things less expensive for the youth. I didn't want money to be a problem for them, but I'm not able to dish it out for them (and I shouldn't, they should have to work a little, ya know!). This also means that I don't have to look for a hotel in Mexico City (a hassle I didn't want to have to put up with the last week I'm here).

Tomorrow, I go to Xalapa to deposit the money for the group. And, I finally got ahold of the last youth who is on vacation right now with her family, and she wants to go... so I was also waiting on her. What a productive day!

Apart from that, I've been doing the usual around here-- being at the Club, meeting with youth, discipleship, prayer/band practice, preparing for meetings, and the evangelism class... and making sure I'm fully prepared for the licensing interview for church.

This Wednesday we're setting aside to seek God and the Holy Spirit. I'm with expectations that God's going to do something powerful... as we've been talking about the Baptism with the Holy Spirit. I'm excited... God's been speaking to me, giving me words, and I've had some good conversations with youth and others lately. I'm praying that God will do amazing, "revolutionary" things here. I believe He will, as long as we're awake and alert to what He's telling us.And next week, I head to Texas, New Mexico and Oklahoma... I'm excited to see people whom I haven't seen in forever. Well, I need to get. There is still a whole lot of stuff to do in this week... I have a list for everyday! (I'm not kidding...)

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Something New Here

Altotonga, Mexico -- Well, after an interesting few months, things are getting more interesting.

The kids are doing well with the transition. I think it's due to the fact that we've had a good transition the last few months. But they seem to be ok.

We've been talk a lot about various themes lately-- revolution, passion, unity. And I think God's getting ready to do stuff here--The point is, and what I'm trying to stress is that we have all these wonderful plans and ideas, but if God isn't anointing them, and if we aren't doing it for love of God, then it's nothing. A clanging cymbal. It's better not to do it.

I've been anti-routine lately... which for those who know me, I'm very routine oriented... or rather, I like stability and knowing what's going on. It doesn't have to necessarily be the same. But with youth, routine becomes religion easily and apathy sets it. I don't want routine or wildness in what we do-- I just want the reason why we do things to be our love and our passion for God. Christ has to be in the center, not me, not anyone or anything else. The Holy Spirit has to be what spurs them on. Sure, it's going to be different, and sure, there will be changes. But, that our burning love for Jesus and our unity as a group would be the thing that is the "coolest". I don't know, I think God's getting ready to do something big. But I'm just praying that they jump on the wave quickly. It's funny because the same things I've been feeling and even same ideas and same sections of Scripture that I've taught from have been confirmed in other people that I haven't talked to about it. Leaders are feeling the same impulse, saying the same things. There are various individuals that God is speaking the exact same thing to.

So, even in the midst of things that have been difficult here, God is showing that He's in control. We're on the brink of something, I feel it very strongly in me-- and I've been heavy in prayer about it. That's what leadership is about though, right? Taking the people along where God is leading. I'm excited to see where God is leading... So, my friends, the transition continues.

Monday, July 14, 2008

A moving day

Altotonga, Mexico -- Rather, a series of them.

Saturday was the big day around the club. Well, for me, it started Friday. Zuri and I went to go buy a gift for the Briles family on behalf of the youth. We decided on a nice watch set for Chris, and a big frame for the family in general-- one of a back and white rose on a reflecting table, and we put the words on it, We will always love you, thank you.

Wednesday, I had found out that Julio wasn't going to have time to do the power point. So, Friday night, I stayed up till 2:30am working on it... and had problems attaching the song. It was late when I finally got to bed.

Got up at 9, to go get the frame for the pic, since it was made. Did other running that had to be done that day and no other. And still hadn't made the cakes for the Briles. Crazy. Came home, scarfed food, and get ready really quickly, while Zuri came over, and Julio too, to help me take down stuff. It's great that Julio has a car.We got down, and Karen showed up. She speaks English, so I showed her my recipe, explained it in Spanish, and set her to work making it, with Rosa as a helper. It was funny. Every 2 minutes, I was called down--- well, at least on the first one.We ended up having technical problems, but got them fixed.The praise and worship was good, as it was the last time that Aaron and Jessie played with them. Then we had the videos of thank yous, memories, and a surprise message from our friend Paco that we had filmed some 2 weeks beforehand. And a power point, that was kinda moving, I must say.They were crying (the Briles, that is) and the youth were wiping their eyes. Then we presented them with the gifts (well, 2 youth did), and boy was it teary.

The Briles then had time to share a few words, and wow. That was one of those things where they talked while crying and held the toilet paper with them. We gathered around them and prayed for them, and choked back the tears. Litle Carmen just sobbed.

Then, we said, ok, enough of crying. We played some of our favorite games and I went down and helped get food served with a couple of other youth. Julio ran things upstairs, meanwhile with fun videos or random things. Julio and Magno's mom had prepared taco meat, and I bought chips and 2 of the youth made the cakes. It was a group effort, really!It was pretty cool. Once all the food was served, I ran upstairs to check on things. Even though the evening was totally about the kids and the Briles (which is why I tried to stay behind scenes as much as possible), I was happy to get to see Chris open his gift. He didn't know I was watching, but he looked stunned at the gift, and looked as if he were really moved. I was so happy for that.

Anyway, it was a great evening, and I didn't get home till 9:45. I normally get home on Saturday nights at 8.

Sunday, the church did their thing. Chris shared, and there was a video of their time here, and some church members shared, and they were presented with a plaque (sp?) that commemorated their 9 years of service here. The pastor then asked if Chris would pray for him, and so they did. And then we had a big dinner, and more videos. Of course, they cried, but it wasn't nearly as much as the Saturday night. Even Vonda said that she didn't feel half as wiped out.

Chris, when talking to another youth who hadn't made it to the party, said that it was a very cool party and that everything went really well. I was very happy to hear that, because I wanted them to enjoy the night. And, because it was my first event (not really a big thing) that I did, with the youth, that the Briles weren't involved in-- and the youth did amazing, everyone enjoyed themselves, and even with very frustrating technical difficulties at the last minute, it was a great party.

This morning was moving day. Everyone was teary. Many kids came up and wrapped their arms around me and said, "At least you're staying with us." They had goals of kidnapping little Carmen so that the Briles would have to stay. And they also hung onto the side of the car. It was all in jest and of course, none of it happened. We were teary eyed, but we're all ok.I went by to see a recent disciplee of Vonda's to drop by a notebook Vonda had left for her. She was teary eyed, but strong in understanding the reason why they left. I gave her a big hug and she asked if it was ok, if she had any questions about the Scriptures, if she could ask me. Of course! I gave her a big hug.

So, please be praying for the kids here. The next couple of days, maybe weeks will be hard on them. Latin culture is very emotion-based, so we'll be dealing with that. Even so, I've heard from various youth, even through tears and just in plain conversation, that it'll be cool to have them come back and see all the changes that have taken place.It looks as if they've grabbed ahold of the vision.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Isn't Summer Supposed to be Slower?

Altotonga, Mexico -- Hey there people. What's up? How's your summer going? Mine is rainy, and slight 60ish. Well the last few days have been busy.

I've been attending ridiculously long graduations, studying, and writing a course on evangelism, that I just finished. And I managed to catch a cold, but I'm on the upper side of that now.We're starting that course tomorrow, which is about a month and a half early than I had first proposed.

Oh, and trying to get things set for my trip up north. Emailing, phone calls, writing notes to myself: don't forget _________.

It's just been over-all busy.Tomorrow I've gotta go to Xalapa to a meeting to try to get my money back from a business that hasn't given me my contacts and has refused to give me my money back after almost 3 months. So, I should probably get it back tomorrow (I hope), as I filed a complaint with the government. I love having a roommate that tells me these things. ha!Next Monday the Briles leave. That's pretty sad, but we have a cool program that the kids and I lined up for the family on Saturday. They'll enjoy that, I'm sure. The Briles are leaving their microwave to me. It's about as old as I am, but it works.

So, Monday night, I've decided to take a night off and watch a movie, drink a Dr. Pepper and have some popcorn.You remember how excited I was to get a coffee-maker? Yeah, well, this is a microwave. It's pretty cool. It's going to be soooo much easier to reheat left overs. Thursday, the band wants to practice at 6am. They've been wanting to do something different and they've been talking about it, and since this is their last opportunity, that's what we're doing. 6am, gosh I must love these kids. But anyhow, I told the kids they could practice as long as they wanted... I just do sound... so I'm going to take a book and study.

And next Tuesday, I'm going to Veracruz for a day to see Dale and Kathy. I'm pretty excited about that. I could use a break from the mountains. That, and hey, it's Dale and Kathy... and I like them!Apart from that, there's just the day to day stuff, working with the kids, planning and preparing, and stuff.So, as I have to get up again in about 6 hours, I should probably get to bed... Be seeing ya'll soon!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

I'm a REAL missionary!

Altotonga, Mexico -- Hey there friends!How are you?

Well, first let me say that yesterday I received my two-year evaluation and have completed the training program. So, as of yesterday, I'm a real missionary! Or rather, not in training anymore. However, I continue to learn and grow everyday. This does not make me all-knowing, haha.

So, last Saturday, I felt really moved of God to speak on the name of our building, Revolution. I really feel God wants to change, revolutionize and spark new life in the teens here. I really feel moved of that. So, I'm watching the horizons to see the rain cloud... not literally, however-- because they're always here.

This week is "Graduation Week", in which I'll go to about... 3 or 4 graduations, that are incredibly long. But, the kids will look for you-- and I'm proud of them for accomplishing this in their lives-- one out of 5 finishes high school here. And then, there's one graduation dinner tjat I've been invited to.

Next week, I'm starting a series with the core group of kids on focused and effective evangelism. I'm excited, though a little cramped for time in putting it all together. We're going to start at the beginning-- our salvation itself, what it means, the spirit-filled life, and Christ's command for us to evangelize and proclaim His message to everyone-- not just specific people. Not to give witness is to be disobedient. We are His witnesses. And after I get back from itineration up north, I'll start a course on discipleship-- how to disciple someone. For this, I already have material. So, that will not be too difficult.

I would just like to say how much I love these kids. They are so special, and I am honored to serve them.The Briles are moving in less than 2 weeks. It's weird to see their house get so empty. I met with the kids, I'm sorry-- teens-- on Sunday morning while ya'll were are church to plan the last Saturday that the Briles will be with us. It was a good planning session, complete with coffee and bread... and spastic 13-18 yr olds. That evening, we went to a meeting in Teteles, which is about a half-hour or so outside of Teziutlan.. so it was about an hour, or a little over, long trip. It was an outside meeting-- it wasn't too incredibly cold... maybe about 55-60. Definitely jacket-worthy. We got there at 4:30, and it started at 6. Typical. I think it was actually supposed to start at 5. And it went until 11pm. We were expecting to be back around 10 at the latest. But it was good. I got lost in some of the firey-preaching (not like Hell-fire... but rather... very passionate preaching) but that was because of the microfones-- that's always been a little tricky for me. And what did they preach on? Avivamiento-- or Re-awakening-- my translation falters at this moment to choose the correct word-- but anyhow, in other words-- Revolution. Spiritual revolution. And our good friend Paco was there. He had a really good message, and I wish I could put "really" in italics. I may have to use some of it... ;)Anyhow, more news to come later. I hope you guys are doing super and having great summer vacations with fam and friends. I'll be seeing you guys in August!

Prayer focus for this month: Transition/Revival!!!!!

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Mundanity

Altotonga, Mexico -- Every time I think I'm getting to the end of my to-do list, I get about 5 more things added to it. :) That's life.

Well, my fam headed back home on Tuesday. It was an adventureful time while they were here... busy, to be certain-- especially the last few days. But it was enjoyable. With the very active Nathan around, the boys got to get out and do stuff-- like go swimming in the river, and hang out with the youth. So, I was glad for that.

Jessie (Chris' daughter) had her 15th birthday party here, the big to-do here in Mex. I was the "madrina" (a sponsor) for the decorations. With the very late-hours of my mom and brothers and Nathan, we made a very, very ugly building look gorgeous. Thanks, guys! People were kinda amazed.

I've been working on getting laundry done this week. I think all of my socks were dirty, and after a few hours of washing clothes, my fingers were pretty pruny. But at least they smelled nice. Yesterday I had stuck a sheet out to dry on the rooftop, as we had an uncharacteristically beautiful and rain-less day (it rained, I believe, every day my family was here, usually one down-pour a day, and drizzles/uglyness the rest of the day). Anyhow, I had put the sheet out to dry on the lines on my rooftop that overlooks half of the city, and when I came back up, a bird had pooped on my sheet! Take it down, wash it again... So, I know that that's really just a bunch on mundane information. But, apart from being in the club and being with the core group of kids this week, that's what my off-hours have been. That and lots of reading for the licensing process.I feel like I've gained their trust-- the core group that is. And I feel confident that they will make excellent leaders. I really want to pour into them, and let them do a lot of the work (outreaching to their peers). Of course, I would do that too, but as they are the remaining factor, I want to focus on that 20% that will give the 80% best results.

Tomorrow, Nathan is going to give the lesson. It's his last Saturday here-- on Monday he leaves for Romania. And so I'm going to translate for him. It kinda makes me nervous. I do it in my head when people are talking anyhow (oddly enough, even when people are talking to me in English, I translate it into Spanish), but it still is like... "official." I know it'll be fine, but it's a first.

Well, I've still got lots to do... I need to get... tomorrow's the busiest day of the week!!(Oh, by the way-- I think I've mentioned to you guys the webpage for the club-- the young man working on it is doing an excellent job! It's a lot of work, but I'm proud of him for all the work he's putting into it! Look what happens if you will give young people the opportunity and let their creativity flow!)

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Mexican Experiences

Altotonga, Mexico -- What a week it's been! My mom and two of my bros are here with me. It's been fun having them here. I like that they get to play with some of the youth and hang out and that. Friday night, in fact, the boys were playing basketball with some youth out on the cancha (basketball court) and Mike landed wrong and ended up tearing the ligaments in his ankle, and possibly had up to 2 fractures (tiny little ones). But he couldn't really walk and it was swollen ugly.

Saturday I toted him and Mom around and we went to experience the "Mexican hospital experience." The doc told us what's mentioned above. And Saturday night at the meeting, we had the Lord's Supper and prayed for those who had some kind of physical ailment. We prayed for Aaron, who within not long was perfectly fine. And we prayed for Mike, whose ankle was completely healed. And Chris, who had been suffering from the start of a kidney stone, was healed that night too. Praise God! There were others there who we prayed for, but I haven't heard what happened.

Anywho, I had shared with the core group before the meeting a verse in Habaccuc about God doing His works of old today. And we prayed for God's presence and passion and for things to happen. And, what do ya know?-- it did. The prayer time right before the meeting, I felt, was really powerful, and you could hear it in some of their prayers.

On Sunday, someone threw eggs at the Club door-- which had just been freshly painted by Nathan a week ago. That was fun to clean up. I wasn't too concerned with it-- I know it wasn't the first time and it certainly won't be the last time. Monday, I took the fam and Nathan to Coatepec and to Xalapa-- where I managed to wipe everyone out. It wasn't the prettiest of days, but it was fun, and I think everyone had a great time. We met up with my roommate (who is from Xalapa and Coatepec and who was there on work) and so we went all around and made lots of... memories. Sometimes we laughed so hard we thought we might burst.

And today, beside doing errand-running and stuff like that, well... and my normal Tuesday discipleship with Zuri and English class (which-- Lupe is teaching mom how to make garnachas-- in English), I'm going to be studying.So, that's what I'm going to get to doing right now. I need to finish my Japanese lesson and then to working on the licensing process for 4sq. Woo-hoo!So, Praise God and have a great day!

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Indonesia and Japan

Altotonga, Mexico -- The difference a day can make: apparently 2000 bucks.

Well, I am planning a trip to Japan, as most of you know or have read a bit about. But there's also a conference going on in January in Indonesia that I am planning on attending for m's all over Asia. There, I will get to know them and what they do in their countries and encourage them. And attend the conference, which I always like WIM conferences (woo-hoo!)

And since I'll be in the "neighborhood," it'll be a good opportunity to hop on over to Japan to do some on-field research. I'm making up a list of questions (practical, spiritual, etc) that I'll need to ask missionaries there and investigate and get a feel for the country myself. I currently have one contact in Tokyo who will be putting me and my travelling partner (a lady from WIM) up and showing us their ropes. Interesting enough, there is a Brazillian couple there who is working with the Latin American population in Japan. How cool is that!

Other than that, I'm trying to make some other contacts in Japan.I got the dates for the conference-- the 21st-24th of January-- so I'm planning on spending roughly 2 weeks in Japan after that-- the 24th through the 9th of February.

Talking to Chris about it, he was talking about the need to get to Indonesia a few days early because of time schedule changes. Arriving the day of the conference after some 20 hours (flying time alone, not counting layovers) and then sitting through the conference would not be a good idea. So, looking at this (I'm sorry I'm babbling, but this is my new hobby-- checking prices online)-- tickets for flying everywhere-- leaving on a Saturday, which would put me there Monday afternoon, 2 days before the conference-- $4200. Yikes.

On Sunday-- to get there the afternoon before the conference-- $3600However, leaving on Friday, which gets me there significantly early-- $2150. Hmm... I may be willing to pay the low hotel fee if it'll save me $2000. Still, though, I'm looking at needing about $4000 in total (counting that God will give me an amazing deal on tickets-- why not? I'm His kid). I have no idea where this money would come from. It kinda freaks me out in one sense-- I've had extra expenses. In one way, I think-- God must really want this to be a miracle. On the other hand, I think-- this extra expense (going to the eye doc, for example) is not very convenient for me when I'm trying to save!

It's ironic that I'm reading Brother Andrew's story-- and how God miraculously provided for him-- and how one time he was struggling too. Anyhow, I've seen God miraculously provide for me. I'm just interested to see where exactly this $4000 is going come from. I'm still incredibly excited about the trip. I can't wait to purchase tickets. And then to actually land in Tokyo. Imagine. Wow.

Coming back to this continent-- I took the youth out to dinner tonight-- at least the ones who help out and serve on the worship team or do power point and the leaders. We talked a little bit about future plans, and how they're feeling and what's going on. It was a good time. One of those bonding things-- which is good-- you need that in a group of leaders.

I'm peeling my lobster skin now-- my arms and shoulders itch like crazy and I also managed to come down with 5 (yes, ma, the count went up) fever blisters, 2 of them, doozies. Yikes. I've never had it that bad. It's an interesting look.

And my family comes on Tuesday. Which is nice-- woo-hoo! Well, I really need to get to bed now... So, I'll write later!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

The Joys of Planning

Altotonga, Mexico -- We're in the rainy season now. It's fun times. Actually, it's not too bad right now. Last week we did the beach thing, and this week we're on a normal schedule and next week too, though next week my fam will be here with me. Currently, I've been doing a lot of thinking and planning for the fall stuff-- more so with the team of youth I have. In the summer, they all go on vacations and stuff, and they're "off" their regular way of doing things. Anywho, I want to do a few courses, and really focus them on evangelism and then on how to make disciples. The final point will be that they should be the ones reaching out and this vision I want to plant in their hearts.Anyhow, I need to get to working on that right now... So, until later!

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Beachside Fun

Altotonga, Mexico -- I'm back to being up and around-- though I'm still taking it slow. I still won't carry anything heavy or walk fast, but it doesn't hurt to walk down to the club anymore. Everyone down here has been so kind and actively helpful-- I'm very grateful for such an amazing team of youth that I have who were wonderful during the week I was down and Chris and fam were gone-- and for Chris and his family who have been very supportive and for Nathan, who the last couple of days has helped me out too. All you people are amazing!

Today we went to the beach. It was my first time taking kids on a trip where I was pretty much in charge... all the money and contacts with parents and counting heads while waves rushed up to the sand. Of course, Chris and Vonda were there too to help.

It was a good trip. I felt like a soccer mom-- last night I was packing my bags with first aid stuff for any possible disaster that could occur. I had 2 pair of clothes packed-- you know, if the youth decided to throw me in the water with my dry clothes on. And then today when I was very consciencious of how far everyone was out there.

Fortunately, I only needed to use the first aid stuff with myself-- nothing big... don't worry. But the youth had a blast-- so much so that it was a fairly quiet ride home-- that's saying something!! Of course, we had to be careful, there was a camcorder going around preparing for a video next Saturday night-- of us all sleeping.

Oh, and I won the lobster contest. That is, the contest to see who can possibly look like the cutest lobster at the end of the day. Yup, I won. I'm the cutest lobster. Well, I'm going to get to bed. I've had my salt intake for the day. My eyes are really tired, and I still feel like the waves are crashing into me (kinda like feeling like you're on an airplane after a 10 hour flight).

Oh, 2 pieces of news. #1-- My family comes in 10 days. #2-- hold your breath. Chili's is coming to Xalapa.

Friday, May 16, 2008

To Do

May 16, 2008Altotonga, Mexico -- About a half an hour ago, I stepped out of my front door and enjoyed my beautiful 7 minutes of freedom. Truly, it was beautiful. I'd been looking forward to this for the last 24 hours.

I needed to go to the corner to get some cheese, fresh parsley and a few other things. And then I came back. The lady who works in the shoe shop underneath my apt. stopped me talk to her. And then I decided to take a quick rest before I actually make lunch.

Ok, so right now I'm on bedrest. Apparently I overworked myself on the Mother's Day thing. From the pain, I thought I had broken the tailbone again. Yikes. Thank God I didn't. It's only something muscular. So, anyhow, I'm on meds right now and bed rest. Until Tuesday, when I can get up again.

Actually, I'm behaving and doing what the doctor said. Tomorrow, I'm going to try to go down to the Club for about an hour. I promise I won't do anything else tomorrow. And Sunday and Monday I'll continue to rest. But after that, it better be better.

Ok, so in the meantime, I've done studying for Japanese. I wish I had a book that I have on order here with me. Unfortunately, it's in St. Louis waiting to come down with my ma and bros. But I've been doing research online on grammatical stuff and slowly but surely filling up my Japanese notebook.

And then I've been writing up stuff for the website we're putting up down here. That always takes an hour or two for each thing I write. I have 2 more projects to work on while I'm on this bed rest thing. And I've been taking time to read and study the Biblia. I also want to work on the calendar for June and July, and August for when I'm up north. That's always a project in itself.

So, I am getting stuff done. It'd be nicer if it weren't so quiet. But I guess that's what iTunes is for.

Ok, so I don't really have much else to say. I could just keep blabbing on, but I'm going to get on with it.Hope you guys have a fabulous weekend!

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Non-titled

Altotonga, Mexico -- Ok, so I'm at home and it's 6pm on a Saturday. What's going on?? It's Mother's Day here and since we have our big thing that we're combining efforts from the local church and the youth center-- anyway, that's tomorrow. So, since we weren't going to do anything special tonight with the moms, I told the kids-- we're not meeting! Spend time with you moms. But come on Sunday!

So, because it's Mom's Day, and everyone is with their families (or are supposed to be) I've taken advantage of getting stuff around here done... I have several lessons and video projects for the Club, and Japanese, and discipleship stuff to review, I really needed a day to get it done.I went out for about 45 minutes for a prayer walk this afternoon. That was good. While out and walking, I was thinking about something Chris told me this week. About 5 years ago, the youth went out during the parade and passed out tracts. Supposedly hundreds of them were torn up in front of them while handing them out. Well, last week after the meeting on Saturday, we went to the park and handed out like 400 or so of them in less than 15 minutes. And on Monday, the 5th, after the second parade, we went down to the park where there were thousands of people-- about 4 or 5. And we handed out about another 1000 more or so. I'm not really sure how many there were. But people were reading them and those who didn't receive would come up to us and ask for one. I was excited, but after Chris told me what had happened the last time, I was really just astonished. In 5 years, that has been the difference in the spiritual climate of Altotonga. One can only hope and pray out for what the next 5 years will bring.

I remember when I came back in the fall, I really felt like God was getting ready to spark a change. I had believed it would be within this next year. So, I was thinking about that as I was out on the prayer walk. I was praying for the change and praying that God would use me as His instrument to bring change. I think it was phrased better in my prayer. But anywho, it made me think about other missionaries who work hard for years and years, maybe their whole lives and never see the fruit of their labors. Of course, every missionary goes to the field expectint that they will be the catalyst that changes everything. That's where the thinking is incorrect-- we are not the catalyst. God is the catalyst. We are merely instruments.

But I thought about the fact that I have to be willing to pour out my work for the time that God calls me here, even if I don't see any fruits of amazing proportions.Think about Jim Elliot-- he died. He poured so much sacrifice into the work and did not see the fruit he was expecting. But, on the other hand, his death did do amazing things and produced fruit. Consider him unsuccessful? No. I don't, anyhow.

Anywho, I'm not going to live with the mentality of "poor missionary". Whatever. No, I believe and hope and pray for things to happen here. Can they happen? Of course. But maybe it was just God challenging me-- we have to do things all for God's glory and to work in faith, knowing that He is the catalyst. I should claim nothing for myself-- a servant never claims their work for themselves. A servant works their best for their master, no matter what the circumstances-- even if they don't understand.

Ok, off my disertation. So, let me tell you about this thing tomorrow. We're inviting all the moms and their fams from church-- and the church people are all supposed to invite other moms and their fams too. The youth band is playing, and because Aaron and Jessie are gone, they needed another person. So, I said I'd play bass with them. It's been kinda fun, jumping in there with them. It's not something I'm planning on doing all the time-- not at all. But for this occassion, because the church asked us to, I said I'd help out.

We're doing 2 mime pieces-- the same ones from Oaxaca-- though I had to find 2 other people, again since Aaron and Jessie aren't around. The pastor's sister- from another city and a leader of the women in an Amistad church there- is doing the talk, particularly for the mothers. And then I asked if I could present the Gospel afterward.So, I'm still thinking about what exactly I want to say. I have a few leadings and it's something I've been thinking about for the past few weeks. I normally am very planned out. I'm gonna sit down and try to write it out tonight-- and see if God doesn't change it on me tomorrow morning. And afterward, we're having a convivio. A convivio is like a potluck, or a get-together kinda thing. Obviously, the church people are providing all. I'm in charge of taking 5 kilos of tortillas (that's like 10 or 12 pounds).

And that's that, I think. Oh, I am starting discipleship with that one girl. I talked with her this week, and she seemed very excited to start that.

Friday, April 25, 2008

Jamaica

Altotonga, Mexico -- About 15 minutes ago, I determined that my gas tank is about empty. How did I come to that conclusion? Well, my hot shower was a lukewarm shower. So, I went downstairs to see if my juice I was making was done, and in the process confirmed my hypothesis. The flame on the stove was lower than I can get the "low flame" to go. So, I hope my juice is done.

Off-hand fact... did you know that the island nation of Jamaica is named after a flower? Yes, indeed. It's named after the flower "jamaica" (habiscus)-- pronounced huh-my-kuh, which is a reddish color, and when its dried petals are boiled makes a juice. The juice is really bitter, until you add some sugar. Then, it's pretty good. Anyway, it's a popular drink here and I believe even Propel water has a jamaica flavored drink.

Anywho, back to what is more interesting than drinks and cold showers. These last two weeks have been very complicated. I won't really get into that, other than to say it's definitely kept my head very busy thinking. Chris says thinking is good for you. I just reply that I'm getting too good at it.

I have had the opportunity to have some really good conversations with unexpected girls. There's a particular girl, who's 17, sweetest thing-- I'm thinking she may be ready to start a discipleship process. We made that "click" and she's accepted Christ. But there's another aspect that I need to gauge first. Perhaps it may not make sense reading this, but the situation is one that needs it. Anywho, I'm planning on taking her out for coffee next Wednesday night, which she doens't know yet, but I think tomorrow and Sunday will give a good clue.

With Rosa, who I continue to disciple, we had a great talk last Wednesday afternoon. It's hard to get with her anymore because she's dating Aaron, Chris's son. But she maintains her walk, and I'm proud of her for all the many difficult situations she's made it through since becoming a Christian. Maybe I'll try to get an interview with her on video for everyone. Anyhow, we were talking about 1 Timothy 4 and got onto the baptism of the Holy Spirit. We're getting ready to go into that study, and I'm excited to see what God's going to do with her!

I also have talked to one of the youth leaders and we're working on putting together a website for the youth here. It'll have everything from pictures and calendars of events to blogs and spaces for ideas and blah blah blah. He's showed me the prelim stuff he has, and the page looks great. So, I've been working on writing blogs about stuff that teenagers deal with-- and have enlisted the help of Chris. It's a long job-- each blog takes about 1 hour, for something quality. I'm mostly using a book by Josh McDowell-- The Handbook on Counseling Youth. So, we're writing blogs on everything from drugs and alcohol to anorexia/bulimia (which I'm currently working on) and guilt and inattentive parents and unexpected pregnancy. So, I'm excited to launch this new effort to reach kids with the Gospel. Kids here, well, I guess back home too, are always online. But anyhow, we want to give kids a place that they can look for help with dealing with problems that they might be ashamed to admit to. And it's not just a social site-- this website is very evangelistical in nature. I'm doing blogs on "what is salvation for/is it necesary?" and "understanding God's love" and will be posting what we talk about on Saturdays for the blogs. So, it's not a socialistic outreach. Julio, who's working on the website, is going to do a blog on "Does God exist?" He's very good on philosophical issues. So, he'll get to participate in the content, not just the design and maintenance.

Anywho. Well, I'm gonna go. I'm going to try to finish this one blog I'm working on. And, I just realized that I have to finish a video for tomorrow. But that shouldn't take too long. And I need to be ready at 8am tomorrow because the gas truck passes around at 8am sharp. I really hate having to buy gas. What I hate about it is that the poor guy has to climb up to the roof. Up one, two flights of stairs. And then, up a narrow spiral staircase, that gives me like an inch on each side of my hips. And he has to drag a really heavy tank up there. Like I said, I always feel bad asking the guy to do that. But he'll get a good tip. It would be very wrong not to tip. Anywho, back to work I go.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

The Day the Church Flooded (and other unexpected happenings)

Altotonga, Mexico --

Saturday, 9:27am-- Stretch! A long day ahead of me, I think. I'm getting a later start than I expected for the day, but then again-- I got a later start to bed last night than I expected. Oh well-- gotta get going.

10:23am-- Chris calls me as I'm about a block away from the club. I had left a message not too long ago-- had he moved my disc I had in the upstairs office? No... hmm ok. Where in the world did I put that then?

12:45pm-- Ok, dance class is over. I'm packing up my bookbag as the girls are chatting by the cd player. Last thing to put in-- Windex I brought from the house-- I had cleaned the windows upstairs in the Club before dance class-- and they needed it! Alright, let's go. Poor girls- I worked them out this morning and did a lot of isolation exercises to help them with body control. Hehe... we'll see who comes back next week.

1:04pm-- "You... speak... spanish?" "Si." "Uhh... you speak... ingles?" "Yes." I pay the guy at the veggie shop his 6 pesos for the tomatoes and onion I had bought. On the way there, I had considered what all I had in the house (not much) to eat... tortilla chips that I don't want to get too bad. I'll make chilaquiles! The guy who had asked me that question now asks me outside the shop-- "Can you talk to my patron in the United States?" (but, in Spanish)... Now, do I really believe that's what he wants from me? Of course not. Why would he need me to talk to his patron (who, I'm about 98% sure, is Mexican and would speak Spanish)? No, this is to start a "friendship". Of course, he sees that I'm obviously in a hurry and gives me the option out-- "Or are you in a hurry?" "Yes, I'm in a hurry. I'm sorry. Please excuse me." And on my way I go. I don't believe his story for a minute, as I contemplate on the short way back to my apartment-- and if it were such an important situation, he would have explained for about 15 minutes the situation. Thank God for the easy way out of that one!

2:40pm-- I'm rushing around the house, having finished eating my chilaquiles (which turned out pretty good, thank you). The USB memory for the video I did, my Bible, my indispensible notebook, a jacket for later, the discs I'm loaning Aaron, the mp3 for the song that the dance girls will be doing... keys to my house, keys to the Club, 20 pesos for whatever I may need to buy, cel phone.... Ok, I think I can go.

4:00pm-- Everything is ready to go upstairs. The band had a good practice for tonight's praises. The chairs are set up. The dvd is on downstairs and ready to go (just waiting to turn the speakers on...)... I lay the format out to the group and we stand together in a circle, holding hands and praying for the meeting.

4:51pm. "Janine, Magno has to go pick up his mom at 5:45, since Julio normally does that but he has the teaching tonight. [So, his 13 year old brother will go take the car to take his mom to their church.] So, work that into the schedule"-- Chris tells me. Magno is the drummer for the band. Alright, move worship to the end. I'm sure glad I knew this ahead of time... but it's easy enough. Now, inform the group.

6:15pm-- Julio is in the middle of his teaching (which is really good-- on integrity). And supposedly there are drops coming down from the ceiling tiles. I look back at Chris-- What's going on? He doesn't answer. Apparently not a big deal. Man, it's a downpour outside. It's raining hard. It hasn't rained in about 2 weeks. So, this will be good to get all the dust down.

7:00pm-- I'm scrambling to get everything back in a working order downstairs as you have to switch between the offices upstairs and downstairs and answering kids requests to buy a soup from the kitchen. I see Chris go into the church area that's blocked off by the wall. Then, it occurs to me-- Cesar said something about the church. I walk in-- NO MANCHES! The church is about an inch, in some places about 2 inches underwater. Oh junk.

7:53pm-- After the second resurge of water, we've just about got all the water up. All the youth worked hard to get the water out-- using everything imaginable to get the water up. I don't know how many trash cans and buckets and sweepvacs we emptied full of water.

8:54pm-- We're finally out of there for the night. While Chris was working on the drains (the concrete blocks up), which were apparently clogged up, which forced all the water up from the drains, Vonda and I were doing normal Saturday night closing up. Cover all the games, turn off all the technology, count the money, rat-proof the kitchen since we'd be leaving the drains open tonight. The Club looks a mess.

9:30pm-- Yes, my fam is online! I get to talk to them!

11:40pm-- Upstairs in now clean. I just need to finish doing the dishes and sweep and mop downstairs. I know I won't have time tomorrow to do this, and I just need to get it clean. Can't forget-- 2 more emails to send...

Sunday, 1:26am-- I'm out of the shower, and everything seems to be done. I have my schedule written out for the next week, with what errands I need to run what day and who I need to visit on which days and so forth. Looks like a busy week. What's new... Is it really 1:26am?!? Gosh... It's quiet time for me. I like them better at night. I do practically everything better at night. Sometimes I do switch it up and do it in the mornings, and throughout the day. There are various verses that are throughout my house that I meditate on when I see them. But I'm more a night owl. I like to be up early and get going early, but my most creative and inspirational ideas come at night. That's why I usually clean house at night and work on my teachings at night.


2:12am-- Be as innocent as a dove and as shrewd as a snake... I was almost asleep, but I "jumped" out of it, still contemplating a meeting I have tomorrow... well, today. The phrase keeps running through my brain. I need wisdom in dealing with this particular person...

7:15am-- What in the world? Who's calling? No, that's my alarm clock. No, no, no...!!!!7:24am-- Ok, now I do need to get up. I totter downstairs and get coffee ready. Thank the Lord for coffee.

7:56am-- On my way down to the Club to meet Chris to finish cleaning out the drains. It's still raining, but not bad.

9:56am-- Let's see what one more bucket will do, Chris tells me, as I lug a 5 gallon bucket of water to the other drain to pour down. Yeah, right. I stopped believing that about 10 buckets ago. I'm now on about 30. I'm gonna be buff.

10:11am-- I comment to Chris-- I think that when I am 40 years old or so, I'm going to be pretty dang intelligent for a woman on the mission field. He's definitely agreeing. Look what I've learned in the past month-- how to build a house, how to fix the sound system, how to clean drains, where to go to get the broken glass slats fixed... various other lessons. I may become a Ms. Rose someday.

11:07am-- Back up the hill I head. You wouldn't believe the junk we pulled out of the pipes. The church is back in order. Everything is set up for service, the sound system and cords all back in their places (Aaron came down to do that)... the leak upstairs taken care of.

12:50pm-- I'm walking through the tianguis (market) that's set up outside of my house. There are a million sounds-- the whiny music northern music, hard rock music, the hot new pop songs, people talking, the lady at the corner yelling out, "Ajo, Señorita, hay ajos!" I go to the bread store and the friendly lady sells me the card to put more credit on my cel phone. Then 3 blocks up the street and one block over to Aurrera.Aurrera always makes me feel more American. It's a department store that you can get even some American things there. There's real Kraft Mac 'n cheese, croissants, and various other things that you normally couldn't find here about 6 months ago. So, I like to go there. I have come to know a variety of people there, by chatting with the cashiers and other youth who work there. While going through, I scour everything looking for things which are at the best deal. Even with the light bulbs, the off-brand is 65 centavos cheaper (that's about 6 cents cheaper). While looking at light bulbs, I browse to see what other things they have in this aisle. I've never stopped just to look. I turn around and my eyes go wide. I exclaim, "They have duck tape here!" What novelties! Checking out, I chat with a youth, and say my goodbyes to others I know, and then carry my bags 3 blocks back down and a half-block over to my house in the rain. I'm already pretty wet. But soon, I can change into dry clothes again...

3:00pm-- My alarm clock goes off again. Of course, I'd only slept like 15 minutes... but I did need a cat nap to get going for the rest of the day. I know I don't have time to hit snooze-- so I get up and make it downstairs to heat up the left over chilaquiles sauce and make lunch and then get read for church-- which is at 4.

6:07pm-- We stand up as the preaching is done. The pastor calls Chris and me forward to pray for the youth. I go up and stand behind them. They drop like flies. It was amazing. Even teens who normally don't come to church or who are just hard-hearted are dropping and cry. Everyone except one went down. And then like half the adults. It was amazing-- I feel the Spirit of God moving through me as I prayed for them-- and I'm just astounded. This is the first time I've seen anything like it happen here in church. Anything close.

7:07-- Finally, I'll be out of the Club for some 36 hours. I had the meeting that I needed to have and it went better than I expected, though I was cautious. Another person who doesn't want to recognize my leadership here insulted me with a smile--twice actually. I smiled back and replied intelligently to the comment(s). Oh well. You'll get those people everywhere you go. Grin and bear it.

8:22-- Japanese time...

9:15pm-- Making my banana yogurt. I buy natural yogurt from the store, and then I buy bananas from wherever. Chop the bananas, put them in the blender, a bit of vanilla extract, a tbsp or 2 of sugar, blend, then mix the banana puree and the yogurt in a bowl, and I'll have yogurt that's good for 2 weeks. Add a little water, mind you, before blending the bananas. I pour some over the cheap corn flakes that I buy. Why? It's healthier-- I don't put much sugar-- and it's equal parts of yogurt and banana puree. It's good for breakfast to get me going. And it's cheaper. I'd pay the same amount for flavored yogurt (which I don't really care for) and this way it's made just the way I like it. Well, I could get the yogurt at a different shop and it would be cheaper-- but it comes in a bag and without an expiration date. I'll pay the extra 80 cents to the other store for the peace of mind that I won't food poison myself.

Now, I've heard from seasoned missionaries that in order to stay healthy and not get sick very often, that you're supposed to eat at least a tablespoon of plain yogurt everyday (or, with a banana puree mix). Has something to do with the bacteria that you need. Plain yogurt-- not the flavored and messed with yogurt that they have in the stores. And not frozen yogurt either. Now, I've also heard a tablespoon of vinegar everday. I think I'll stick with my banana yogurt (apple yogurt is good too-- though that's a lot of extra work).

9:39pm-- The water heater is ready to shower and I'm going to get ready for tomorrow. I'm going to Xalapa to get a guitar from the Club fixed (hopefully) at the music store. and go to the eye doctor since I've been having headaches. I'm pretty sure I need a new prescription. I lucked out in that both places are on the same street. Maybe I'll run by Walmart and see what they have there. In any case, I need to get my stuff together... documentation and everything so that I can be ready to get on the bus at the station at 8am. It's a 2 hour ride, so I'll take a book along with me. I'm praying it'll be nice tomorrow.

What a weekend this has been...

Sunday, April 6, 2008

First Two Weeks

April 6, 2008Altotonga, Mexico -- Ay-yi-yi. Wow. It's been kinda fun these last two weeks, but really tiring as well, being in charge. I remember the first time I got behind the wheel of a car, and I exclaimed, "Wow, it's like you feel everything!"

It is! When you're on the passenger side, you do notice things, and you're aware of what's going on. But, when you get behind the wheel, it's a whole new level of awareness. You're suddenly aware of all the little noises that are going on under the hood and where other cars are and how they are going and you're a whole lot more responsible than you were in the passenger seat. That's how I feel now. It's like wow. So, I've been praying A LOT that God would direct me and give me wisdom for all the various things going on. I feel like I'm moving where and how God wants me to move, but wow-- it's a new and exciting adventure. I've been relishing more in my times of prayer. I believe it was Katherine Koolman who used to pray desperately for the Holy Spirit to be with her during her meetings and not to leave her. That's always stuck with me. It's the feeling of, OH, Lord! I need you!

Tonight, we change times-- Daylight savings. Yeah, we're a few weeks behind ya'll. Tomorrow, we're going to have a get-together with the families of the youth who went to Oaxaca, and we'll show the videos and slideshow and talk about the trip and how it impacted lives. Tonight we had same kinda thing for the youth at the club.Yesterday, we did a typical tradition-- we went to a youth's house to wish her a happy birthday at 5am. She lives out in a rancho called Champilico. So, we went there to throw fireworks and then have tea and cookies for breakfast with her and her family. When we went there, there was a most incredible sight. Being out where there were very, very few lights, we had the luck of there being a very clear night. There must have been at least 3000 stars. Now, I love to go on my rooftop on a clear, nice night and look at the stars... and I remember the coolest night sky I've ever seen up to this point was in Peru (and that was a spectacular sight, I still remember it vividly). I think Peru was because it's a whole new set of stars-- being in the southern hemisphere. But this was truly amazing. I've NEVER seen so many stars. Some closer, some far away. But thousands of stars-- not hundreds-- thousands! I wish I could download the pic in my mind's eye onto the computer, but alas...

That day, I had to go find a glass place to get new slats for the book holder thing that we have at the club. While going through the books on Thursday right before closing, I discovered apparently someone had broken 2 of them. So, I had been looking for a while on Friday for a glass place... I knew I had seen places, but I couldn't remember where... and I felt kinda dumb carrying a glass slat (had to have a model) around town, but I've done weirder things around here. Anyway, I finally remembered one place and got that taken care of. It was a cheap fix. Well, it's like a quarter till 1, and I've got a cold and it's been a tiring week. I'm hoping the weather will be nice tomorrow so I can get some laundry done... but I may end up putting that off until Monday. I don't have much time tomorrow.

Monday, March 31, 2008

Happy Taco Day

Altotonga, Mexico -- Yes, my friends, today is Dia del Taco. The first ever was last year. So, go out and enjoy some tacos today! I am!

So last week was pretty calm. It was still vacation time here (well, actually today is the last day for most of the schools) and so everyone was on vacation mode. Attendance in the Club was pretty low. But, that was to be expected. It always is on vacation time.

Saturday night went well, I felt. I talked on Joshua, and the beginning of the book, and how it is a very good analogy for everything that's going on. And, for me personally and God's position for me here (1:6). I focused more on the first 5 verses and took them apart and applied it to them.Then I took the leaders out to dinner, which also went really well. We had a ton of garnachas, but I talked to them about the direction, what I was expecting of them, what they could and shouldn't expect of me, and that kind of stuff. It was a good time, we hung out and laughed afterward.

That night, God protected me on the way home. I was walking home with 4 of the youth and we stopped at the corner of my street, I was finishing telling a story and I had noticed a group of guys making a ruckus, and I was saying goodbye. One of the leaders said, No, Aaron, come with me, we're going to walk Janine home. And so I said, well, let's all go. As it turns out, the guys were saying how they were going to follow me home. So, I'm thankful that they were watching out, and that when I wasn't able to hear what those guys were saying that that youth did. Ok, now, here's my disclaimer. Please don't worry about this situation. In fact, if you're prone to worrying, you can do something about it and pray. Because, obviously, God protects me! :)Well, I've got stuff I need to get to. I hope you guys have a good day and eat some tacos!!

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Back!

Altotonga, Mexico -- Ok, so I'm back. I just finished some tacos and a Coke and I'm sitting back chilling from this last week.We went to Oaxaca (pronounced Wa-ha-ka) with a group of youth and stayed at an orphanage and for about 5-6 hours everyday, we worked at the city dump building a house for a family who has no home there, but who work there. It was a really good trip, and if you'd like to know more, I'm planning on sending out a 'report' by Monday. I do not plan on printing this one, so if you would like an email copy, I'd love to send you one. I'll plan on doing it in a pdf format, which is pretty compatible with everyone's computer. Included will be pics, of course.This week I'll start taking over things at the Club. Originally it was going to be at the start of April, but as the Briles are gone almost all of this week, it'll start now. So, I have a bit of a busy week to go... getting to start putting to business all that has been thought about, prayed about and planned for for the last few months.Well, I'm getting off here. It's been an long week.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

A Day in My Shoes

March 13, 2008 Altotonga, Mexico --

6:10am. No, I don't want to get up. Are you crazy, Janine? You didn't get to bed till 1:30. I stir. Yep, still sore. Hmm... I think I can sleep in just a bit longer...

10:27am-- After getting stuff I needed to get done around the house, I am out the door for the majority of the day. First I go to the post office to mail off 2 letters, and-- surprise, surprise-- they have my phone bill ready. I wasn't expecting it for another 2 days. This is perfect. I walk out the door and go two stores up to the telegram office-- where I pay the phone bill. Next stop-- paying rent. This is an expensive day. I head up to the jr. high and sr. high school where the guy who collects my rent works. After asking some students, I am told he's not here. Fine. Tomorrow I will try again.

10:57am-- Next stop, Aurrera, the new store that's like a mini-mini walmart. I head over to what I'm looking for-- sunscreen that I'm going to need for next week when we're in Oaxaca, working out in the very bright sun for 8 hours a day. WHAT???? 106 pesos? ($10.60) That is ridiculous! I am astounded. Then I consider that I live in a normally cloudy and foggy place. Who uses sunscreen? Sigh. There's no getting around it as I don't want to die of skin cancer next week. This is way more than I had expected.

11:31am-- I am coming up on the door to the club, while pondering the leader's meeting I'll be holding in about 2 weeks for my new team of leaders. Am I covering everything I want to on that time? I think so. I feel confident and somewhat excited as I consider what God's put on my heart to share as direction with them.

2:02pm-- Club time is over for right now. I was so distracted this morning at the outrageous price of sunscreen that I didn't get anything for lunch. I still have tomatoes, an onion, a lemon and some leftover lemon-rosemary chicken and rice from lunch yesterday. I'll make do. Mental note: today's dad's bday. Have to send him some ecards.

3:37pm-- Lupe will be at the house in a bit for our English class. I browse through the lesson I had planned, looks good to me. I organize my thoughts for the things I need to get written out... a blog for this, stuff for another project, a devotional I'm giving next week....

5:11pm-- I'm walking down to the Club. I had to run up to Aurrera again, because I know I will not have time to do that tomorrow, even though it's only 3.5 blocks away. Chris told me that there is, in fact, bugspray up there after I exclaimed about my 106 peso sunscreen. I hadn't seen it earlier. So, I made a quick run up there to get some so that it'll be ready for Oaxaca.

5:12pm-- I'm walking along the side of the Catholic church, watching as a truck decides to try out its brakes. 20 ft in front of it is an obviously stopped car at a red light (I'm still confused as to why they felt it necessary to put stoplights in this town). The truck is going about 20 or 25mph. And..... brakes! The car skids forward and stops about a foot and a half from the car in front. Not bad, I smile to myself.

6:45pm-- The Club is kinda busy now. We have about 40 or 50 kids there, and so I'm making my rounds, chit-chatting with kids and keeping an eye on pool sticks, kids having trouble with video games, kids who want to buy in the kitchen... Zuri, a 15 year old who helps me out, is there with me. Chris left at 6 for another thing he had to do. I'm not worried.

8:30pm-- The Club has slowed down a bit, and as the weather is somewhat nicer now, kids are heading out the door to go home or go to the park. I'm making a mental list of packing things for Oaxaca.

9:03pm-- I just got down walking Zuri back to her house to make sure she got home safe. I see the Mini-Super Hidalgo is open and Karina works there. I decide to stop in to say hi and see how she's doing.

9:24pm-- I'm sitting on the couch. Sigh-- I'm pretty tired. I decide to go upstairs to light the water heater to take a shower. In about 25 minutes, it'll be ready. Until then, I go sit downstairs, turn on the computer and make a list-- Ok, I need to burn the disc of pictures for the drummer of our youth band. Still have to work on some blogs that we're going to put on the new Club website. I need to write on the church website-- haven't done that in a while. I need to work on the other devotional for next week. But I think I may put that off till the morning-- Rosa will be coming over to do stuff around the house to earn a few bucks that she still needs to pay on the Oaxaca trip. While she's doing that, I'll work on the devotional. It's already in my head-- just a matter of writing it down.This is going to be a long night... maybe about 1am or so when I get to bed.
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Well, that's my day today. It's been a busy week, early mornings and late nights. Tuesday morning I went for a run in the morning, and as I had my mp3 player with me, I didn't hear when my keys fell out of my pocket. So, that day, I took an extra 2 laps around my route and couldn't find them. So, I had to get my locks changed, which meant waiting for the guy to come when he felt like it. I was not comfortable with leaving my stuff here for whoever has my keys to come in and steal it. Luckily, most of my appointments for the day were at my house.Next week, we're taking a group of youth to Oaxaca to build a house in the town dump for one of the families that live there. They don't have a house-- it is really poverty at its definition. That will be a long week-- working 8 hours a day mixing concrete, putting block up, all that stuff-- in 95 degree weather in a very, very stinky place.Looking forward to it! So, if you email me in the next week, I probably will not answer. You guys should be getting newsletters soon-- if you don't receive my newsletter-- email me with your address and I will make sure you get it!Well, I need to get to the rest of that list that is waiting for me. And beside, my water is definitely ready. Have a great weekend, guys!

Friday, March 7, 2008

2 Busy Weeks

March 7, 2008Altotonga, Mexico -- Alright everyone, check out this video that Zona 7 put together of their time here in Altotonga. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2AEbazz_hKgWell, it's been taking me a couple of days to get back into the swing of things. I was just starting to get into the swing of being an American when I had to come back.Right now, we're doing the usual-- I don't have dance classes starting until April... and in a little over a week, we're going to Oaxaca on the missions trip.Well, it was great to see you guys last week-- I certainly enjoyed it, and enjoyed the time that I had with my family. I'm looking forward to seeing you again in August!I need to run... busy day today!Take care!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Zona 7

Altotonga, Mexico -- Well, I am super excited. We have a busy and exciting weekend coming up. I'm looking forward to see what God's going to do!!

Well, I'm eating on a muffin right now, which is the typical Mexican dinner-- any kind of sweet bread and coffee. But I'm a little early. A lady from across the street just came to the door to borrow an English-Spanish dictionary.

Ok, a recap on this last week. Cesar, the youth who was in the accident is back home-- got home yesterday. They're still going to take him to Veracruz for surgery on his mouth. Actually, he happens to be online right now, and his screen name says, "I am alive", but in all caps. Saturday night at the club, the dance girls did their piece. One of the poor girls looked like she was going to pass out when we were starting. It made me chuckle. They all did fine, of course-- they all remember the tiny mistakes they made. It's ok though. It's not about being perfect.

The kids going to Oaxaca presented the mime piece to Jonah. It went well. And I did the talk on love. We were all sitting on the floor in a circle. I talked about how we understand love, and that God's love is "Love, period." He doesn't love us for reasons, or for who we are, what we have or do or if we do or don't do something. He loves us unconditionally. I wish you could have seen their faces. They especially lit up when we were talking about how to experience it (of course, pointing to God).

There was also a couple of opportunities that I've had to talk to youth who have been going through hard times. On Monday, I went to finish painting the walls on the club-- just 4 hours of touch up work. Then I went with 2 other youth to hang up some 350 or so bulletins about the concert this weekend. It took us about 3 hours.

This morning, I went to buy the bus tickets to get people back to the airport (including me!), to pay the rent and the phone bill. Then 2 meetings, English class, "house shopping"-- the list of things that my roommate and I go in on together for things we use-- dish soap, laundry soap bars, etc. And now I'm here.

Ok, so this weekend-- Thursday, the group gets in. Friday, we'll have 2 programs for the schools. There are 3 schools going in the morning-- where we'll talk about Universal Values and Zona 7 will play as well. And of course, we'll prep for the concert. In the afternoon, we'll do the same thing for the schools that go in the afternoon-- and there will be 4 schools, I think. It's a lot of kids, that I know. But it'll be good for the kids.

Then, Saturday, we'll have something for the core group of kids in the morning with the band. And then in the evening, we'll do the concert. Contests, games at the beginning, the concert, and then presenting the Gospel. I'm really looking forward to seeing what God's going to do. We've been praying a lot for this event. God's done good things already-- we want to see many youth get saved and get plugged in!So, please be praying for us in that. It's going to be a long and busy weekend. And then, after sleeping, probably maximum possible-- 4 hours, I will get up and head to St. Louis!!So, that's what's going to be going on. I'll help particularly with Vonda for breakfasts, and lunches won't be that big of a deal. And then I'll meet the directors of the schools-- which will hopefully open doors.Well, I'm going to get. I'm going to study Japanese tonight and then try to get some rest and relax... since it's been a while. :) Tomorrow will be a very long day-- as well as the rest of this week.

Friday, February 15, 2008

An Eventful Week

Altotonga, Mexico -- Hey there. It's been a full week, to be sure. I managed to get the walls acid washed and then sealed. The only thing that's left to do is paint in the white splotches. What a fun process.On Monday evening, I got a call late that night that one of the youth had been in a car accident. I had a vision, or something very similar to it, about that on Sunday... but I didn't say anything. He has been playing in the world for a while, and he was out with his friends. His friends are pretty much ok after the accident. Our youth has a crack in his skull, and something about having to do surgery on his jaw. His face is all bruised up. They took him to Xalapa, and the visiting hours are like from 4-6pm. So, I haven't been there to visit, but will see about it next week. Supposedly, next week they are taking him to Veracruz to have the surgery done.

It makes me go... man... why? Not why to God... but why the youth decided to make the choices he did. Hopefully God will use this situation to bring the youth back to him. I am just glad that God spared his life.

Wednesday I went out to Orilla and had the Bible study there with Rosita. It was a pretty normal day. A busy day as usual. Wednesdays-Saturdays are my busiest, busiest days.Thursday evening, one of the youth was talking to me, and she was crying because of her home situation and that she didn't want to go home. In fact, she had left earlier, and was about to open her door, and she turned around and came right back to the Club. So, of course, I pointed her to Christ (she's a Christian... or at least was). And then there were just a lot of unexpected visitors. I kept the Club open till 9:40.

There were a lot of youth.I continue with all the other things I do every week... meeting with the pastor, discipleship times, English class, Club times, etc.

Still studying Japanese. I like it a lot. A whole lot.Tonight I still need to finish my laundry. I did 3 buckets this afternoon, and put 2 more buckets to soak while I went to the Club this afternoon. I'm still wondering why I decided to do that, because I knew I'd get home late... and it takes a bit more time that it does in the states to wash clothes. :)I also want to finish preparing for the lesson that I'm doing tomorrow... of course, on love.

My dance girls are performing their dance piece tomorrow, in preparation for when we do it next week in front of at least 2000 people or so. And then, the youth going to Oaxaca are going to present the Jonah mime I choreographed. So, our "format" is a little different tomorrow. That's ok. I'll be changing the format a lot in a couple of months.

And, tomorrow is one of the busiest days I have in the week. Well, it's 11:03pm. I guess I better get to that laundry before it gets too late.

** Will write on the event for next weekend on next Wednesday, if I don't get to it on Tuesday. Please be praying in advance for a powerful movement of God!!!